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i can’t complain about break so far at all. it feels good to not have classes, to be lazy all day, and to spend time with the best boy.

it’s safe to say i haven’t been this happy in a while.

little chinaman, you do not ned to tan. go away.

sitting eating pizza last night i realized that i am lucky to have really awesome girl friends sitting there with me. i just wanted to say thanks to them, i’m starting to remember what it’s like to have real tomato ketchup eddie friends again

why is it that i feel like no one is worthy of my trust? im sorry i can’t make comprehendible statements, its only because these thoughts are never to leave my own head. “i dont know” is all i know and all anyone knows about me.

fin.

i regret not getting my shit together and playing piano on the record

if i could have anything in the world at this moment, i would want nothing more than an extra few hours in the day so that i could take a cat nap. all i want.

my sister is the best and thanksgiving feasts are the best. kissmas here i come.

i am going to turn into a complete hermit this next week. i don’t want to see or speak to anyone. school > my so called social life.

- for the next couple weeks i don’t have all that much to look forward to considering the end of the semester’s creeping up on me. i am in complete denial. so paintings, drawings, photos, presentations, portfolios, crits, papers and anything else out to ruin my life, take it easy please.

- with everyone out roaming the world on tour i’ve both cracked down and got a lot of work done as well as drank with ott every night of the week. i feel like those two statements don’t belong together but i wouldn’t have it any other way. so yay for alcoholism and nerdiness.

- my birthday is in less than a month, and i feel old. i’m turning 20 not 30, i shouldn’t be feeling old just quite yet. and with my birthday then comes christmas. CHRISTMAS. i’ve already started thinking about presents, decorations, break and the worst, snow. and i’ve got my fingers crossed that santa brings me plane tickets that’ll get me off of this coast.

- i want and need this for new years.

as well as the boots. updapunx.

all in all, lifes been pretty okay and i’ve ben trying to keep my head on straight. however, if you find a pile of clothes and a pair of glasses on the ground, no worries, it’s just what’s left of me from my stress eating me from the inside out.